After a while of not flossing cause it takes so long to do a thorough job of it, I flossed and aside from bleeding gums which is mostly attributed to my anemia, my teeth are just a little angry, rather my gums are angry. Flossing is so mandatory but such a chore to go through.
My headache is finally gone, though after having it for over seven hours I’m finally happy that it has left the confines of my skull.
Sometimes it hard to realize, even when you know good things are coming. The wait can take forever, but good things do come, you just have to find the mind to make them come sooner. You know, time flies when your having fun. Time flies and good things come faster for those who make the best of it.
It was my ommas (mothers) birthday today. I got her flowers, we had an Oreo molten lava cake, I got her dinner, and we are going out for lunch tomorrow. It was simple, but she enjoyed it. What’s awesome is that I beat the other flowers that came to the house!
I want to living in my jersey already… Why don’t I have it yet.
Anywho, night night.
Stop it Seattle. I am on my way, so stop taunting me.
He’s a dapper super villain.
I do abhor waiting. The only thing I can be soothed by is that I am not the only one, but still.
I want it to end.
I did nothing with my day. Well I watched butt loads of Game of Thrones and then ate Chinese food and watched more. Oh I pretended to do laundry and put up some clothes.
I can feel myself… I am two days from stressing out for no good reason over well waiting. At least hockey comes back on for the Stanley cup series on Wednesday, then I get to mourn hockey until it comes back in September. I will wait and cheer and panic. I will be moved by that time, which helps immensely. I can watch it on my tv, at least one of the games,
My face is well getting cranky. The skin is starting to think about breaking out. I am unamused and I shall remedy that and also, chop down my bad diet. Ugh I can be good for years and then I say screw health. Want all the bad things… well except for fast food.
I’m chopping down on tea (I may die), pumping up on iron, and pretty much discontinuing snacks of the sweet and sugary variety.
But for now, I’m going to go look at the hous I will own and then think of a better day tomorrow. Then I’ll have a better day tomorrow.
Oh yah, my little niece is coming spend the summer with us. I’m excited for her and then I’m annoyed too. Also, people shouldn’t think she’s my kid this time.
Oh and my cat is mad because I clipped some of her nails.
I was watching Game of Thrones, cleaning, walking my dog, contemplating being an adult and going get toothpaste and deodorant (Which mind you I wasn’t out of but only had about a full two day supply left), wash more clothes, show my mom the ‘Big Bad Wolf’ music video… (cause its insane and has a chance to give nightmares in the most wtf way. It’s not horrible, but it just leave you like… what is going the fuck on.), hid in my room, and did nothing productive like I meant to.
Now there is a wind and I feel like its cold in my room.
So kudos to me and the Addams family.

Ugh. I’m struggling through this chapter, and its only the second one. Come on, you wrote each part out, you mapped it, so write it out! ugh!
Tomorrow!
How in the world does thread make everything red?!?! I’m actually pissed. Like pissed, some of the shirts, Blea, my bra and undies, that’s fine, but my two tokidoki shirts…. Ugh!!!!
I even washed a stuffed animal… He’s the one thing that didn’t dye.
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
Lame. This has never happened to me before… Ehhh whine whine more first world problems.
I’m gonna go back to writing.
I do love when a person is being sexist and they don’t even realize it. I love it even more when a woman does it. Good job society/the world view of woman. You got us. We belittle ourselves so you don’t have to do so much work any more….


Everything is all fine and good but don’t let a girl waltz in a show/game/book series/movie/comic/random people outside in public. You just ruined a mass of fan girls who wanted the guys to make woopie, thoroughly enjoying it as they unwittingly removed themselves from the equation. Come on ladies! Then they never actually appreciate the left aside girl characters, no. They are just evil harlets that get in the way of their gay-ship. Woman, why don’t you try enjoying some girl on girl? Instead of making to what are typically heterosexual characters and making them bonk. The moment you start appreciating yourself as a woman, woman characters in everything we cannot begin to rise up and be taken seriously in manners of more then just baby makers and the alike.
Am I the only one sick and tired of this crap?! 
Im not hating, i just… I am not a gay male… I don’t think it’s a bad thing, but its weird seeing so much of it on my dash considering. Like I’m entering a world I wasn’t supposed to go in because it’s not my club. I’m not a girl that gets off to that, it weirdos me out when girls make couple pairings in shows and movies… Like oh you are really pulling that plot over aren’t you, they even have other counterparts with opposite gentail properties. Though I think society in the way of shows and such don’t bring that forward enough, but that’s it’s own thing.
Just it’s late and tumblr has gone into the after dark phase and gay porn is the only thing coming up. Which again, I’m fine with, but I don’t have the parts that make this gay porn fun for everyone. I’m also not a beefy buff guy, or a scrawny white guy so….
Also, if I see any freaking MIB 3 gifs of any form, I’m gonnaremove people. It’s bad enough I’m getting blown to bits by avengers crap. Which again, I’m cool with, but do you guys honestly need to take videos of the movie while watching the movie to then make gifs of it. Like do you need to make gifs right now? Have you been in a movie theatre with someone messing around on their phone? The light gets in your eyes… Ugh
It’s one of those nights where nothing makes me happy at the moment and this moment has been happening for the last 15 minutes… I’m going to bed.
Oh snap.
I now realize have three accounts with that site, and one which forever be lost, because I don’t know the password and I don’t have that email address any more. The second, I don’t really want to find, but I’m amused by the fact that I stopped writing in 09.
The third… Is brand new. hrm.
Only because I want to write and I need to look up things for my move. Ugh. Good thing I know the keyboard and I can just type with my eyes closed. Yay!
So no matter what happens, I’ll always have him near me/on me.
I don’t need other goalies, other then him and his wonderful playoff beard where he has white clusters of hair.